Growing. I’ve learned to control and manage my temper quite well over the past few months and I have no one to thank but myself for once. Taking a step back from personal posts on tumblr has helped a lot too, since it allowed me to organize my thoughts before letting them consume me. Some things are just meant to be brushed off.

Ive been blaming everyone else for how I am and how I’ve been, but the truth is I have no one to blame but myself. Realizing that was the most glorious thing to happen to me in 2012, because it allowed me to be free. Break the chains that’ve tied me to this misery and despair for so long.

Truth is I have beautiful people in my life. Caring friends, a loving family, two supportive and understanding ‘sisters’, an adoring boyfriend.

I’m starting to love again. I’m starting to live again.

It’s hard to accept a lot of things that happened last year but it’s even harder to continue drowning in them. Whats done is done. What happened has already happened. It started as a crawl and now I’m working on those tiny little baby steps.

I’m proud of what I’ve accomplished in a short amount of time.